Biology

I'm in class, with a laptop, and nothing to do. Why not make another blog? The snow is starting to melt. Very sad, since we probably wont get anymore till next year. Only rain. Oh the toils of living in Seattle. Since class was delayed 1-1/2, periods are now 75 minutes long as opposed to the normal 90 minute periods. We even got TAP today. Then tomorrow we have an assembly schedule, which means even SHORTER periods. And to top it off, a three day weeked. Nice way to end the month, I say. Keely decided to show today in somewhat lighter spirits. Must be that coat she's wearing [she usually never bundles up]. I told her the whole story about that night, and regretting it. She didn't think to highly of either of us the last time it happened. She might be more disappointed in me than him, since I was awake this time. I really don't have much to say.

Deprived

No dreams at all. Either I wake up and can't remember, or I just don't sleep. To top it off, I believe I'm gettig sick AND there's school today. Atleast there's a 1-1/2 hour delay.

Winter Wonderland

Last night we got about 4" of snow. The kid in me did a little jump for joy when my dad told me school had been cancelled and when I looked outside. Though it was sunny out and not a cloud in the sky [very beautiful scenery], it's been in the 20s all day. The roads are completely frozen so no driving. Thankfully Starbucks is in walking distance. Earlier I had taken my little sister and our dog up to the elementary school since her friends where supposed to be having a snowball fight. By the time we got their most of them had left. The "fight" turned into me walking the dog around and my sister and her friend making snow angels. It's currently 3:15PM and the snow hasn't melted at all. With luck we may not have school tomorrow.

Dreamland

And so begins my log of dreams [with a mixture of daily reflections]. Last night's dream didn't help at all. It wasn't a lucid dream like I was hoping for, but just a regular random dream. Bits and pieces are a bit fuzzy, but this is what I remember: In the beginning I was running around with the wolf from the new game, Okami [a bit nerdy, yes], around this giant field. It looked very much like Shinshu [game reference]. There were a few other people around, but I didn't recognize them. The boy might've been among them, but I was distracted. My job was to find Winnie the Pooh and Rabbit and put them back in their storybook. In most of my dreams I have a task I must complete. No one assigns me to them, I just know I have to do it. This, I believe, is distracting me fom finding what I really want.
I think by this time I had awaken for the next dream has nothing to do with first. I was in my old fort in my backyard eating burned apples. The skins were all slightly charred, but the insides were warm and juicy. My little sister had eventually climbed into the fort with me. She kept complaining saying the apples looked gross. Randomly my step grandma shows up with a slice of wedding cake in her hands. I knew it was wedding cake because the frosting tasted a bit off. Randomly the scenery changed to a warped version of my elementary school. My cousin and my dad were there. Apparently we had to go get thumb massages. So we follow my dad to this one room where this creepy looking doctor greets us. He gives us these things that look like plugs and they start vibrating. Very weird. I left the room, and down the hall I saw my old World History teacher speaking Japanese. I found this very odd and shouted something like "I didn't know you spoke the language." Then my "friend" Janell pops up and says to me, "You're such an idiot." I retort saying something like I was ony suprised that he knew Japanese and we get into an arguement. She eventually walks off and I randoml meet this lady who looks like Cybil Bennett [Silent Hill reference]. She teaches me how to break dance.
Just when you thought it'd be over, I had one last dream. I dont remember much of the beginning, but I think I was working for Community Service with my neighbor [who's the same age as me]. He was driving me home late in the night and apparently there was time before I needed to be home. He was unusually talkative. Normally it's hell to get him to say hello. So he asks me if I want to go anywhere before I go home and I say sure. We end up at a shut down amusement park on top of some lake, yet all the rides work. So I'm on a roller coaster when I hear someone coming. I jump out of the car [not very safe[ into the water and hide under a dock. By this point I can't remember anything else.

Dreamcatcher

The question still stands. Do dreams mean anything? It's been proven, according to my Human Behavior teacher, that we go through four stages of dream [we usually don't remember the first 3 stages]. First, we create our own dream usually based on our thoughts EX: Thinking about that cute boy you sit next to in Biology, second is a dream about your past, third is a dream about your future, and fourth is a dream combining all the first three stages. The fourth stage is the one we usually remember the most. The best dreams to have are lucid dreams. Those are the ones where you get to control what happens. I've had experiences with these dreams and they're totally fun. Whenever I jump in the dream I fly and I remember I'm supposed to look for someone. I always try and fail. Either I wake up right before I find him [yes, it's a guy] or all the people in my dream refuse to help me. Enough rambling. Dreams are supposed to mean something, right? My teacher has mentioned that when a person is falling in their dream, it's their mind telling them that they're out of control. So, what about the boy I'm trying to find? Sounds very corny, right? Apparently he's important, but I keep getting sidetracked from all the ongoings in my abstract mind. What if he's not important and I'm just thinking too hard about all of this? I'll keep track of my dreams from night to night. Maybe I'll learn something.

Jaded

A very cold November day. It had snowed last night which delayed school for an hour and a half. There was really no point in going since we got out at 1:20. I should've stayed home. One of those days when you wake up, but you feel as if you're still asleep. Not always good, since I get irritable. My mind still thinks I'm on Thanksgiving Break, and doesn't wish to focus on my academics. It's going to get me in trouble since I have a kanji quiz to study for and two papers to make up. Do I fear the consequences? Not at this point in time. I'd rather sit back with my bag of candy and listen to Indie. Guess another late night of work for me again. It's snowing again.